Thursday, April 5, 2012

Happy Birthday Siya - 7 years

Hey darling,
I just realized that you are now at a age where you are no more a kiddo for me and would prefer to be treated like a friend. But hey, you know what, I would still prefer to be a mom to you :-). Wishing you a very happy birthday my princess and lots of happiness and strength to overcome all hardships associated. Year April to 2011 to April 2012 has been for us more like a "BIG" Siya. Completely independent, completely self-sufficient,  very matured and more understanding. Tough you started treating me as a friend far earlier (http://purwajain.blogspot.in/2011/04/happy-birthday-siya-6-years.html), it took me a while to absorb you that way. I still felt the need to pamper you and may be cuddle you to sleep as yet :-)! However, it is working in your favour and you are having fun!

So what really was different this year! This year darling you came into first standard and that say it all. You were no more treated like a baby where you were told to hold teacher's hands or mom's hands. Your school made it sure that you get far more mature before even I could realize. You also started getting really more conversant with me and started having a real strong opinion for things. If you enjoy doing things, you will do it irrespective of who says a yes or a no. You have developed this strong will to make sure you get things done as per your needs and yet stay humble and kind. Your emotional side of development especially with your friends has left me shaken. Every person goes out of the way to help her best friend but you go out of your way to help a person who is in need. A few school incidences made me proud of you.

Sport field has been your passion and will continue to be till you want it to be. you have realized this year that if there is "x"amount of energy in you and if not utilized correctly - will come out in anger, frustration, crankiness, etc. you exactly know how to keep yourself busy when parent are busy and this could be a duration as long as 8 hours. You would yourself shift the furniture in the room to corners and start practising gymnastics just because you wanted to channelize it in the right direction. As usual laurels earned this year were in the field of skating, gymnastics, kathak, shaimak's, drawing and few more. But I am sure, your certificates put together versus mine till date, you have done atleast 30 times better than me. Proud of you as always!

So, there was 6th April, 2005 where my life had changed! You made me a mother! And today is 6th April, 2012  - exactly 7 years and all I can say is "you made a difference" to our family. You have been my reason to smile, my reason to dream and my reason to think real BIG! I have no regrets in declaring that you have been my guide in these 7 years. When I seek motivation, when I seek energy, when I seek optimism, I only and only look upto to you. While you will not even understand half of these words, you just do it in way where I realize why could I not be like her.

When you were born, I had this fear if I was capable to take care of this little angel and hope I have succeeded in these year. And today I have a similar fear when I am on a path where I am taking the next major move. And I have this fear if I can take care of the same or not. But as you always proved, "put in the best and leave the rest", the fruits will be delicious. So darling, your mom has gone into entrepreneurship - not sure if it is the right move or not, but who really cares - if I fail I will atleast know what not to do from next time. So Siya, you have made it a point to make us proud always, now its my time to make you proud. We friends have decided to make a difference and here is where I announce the launch of the new born baby - Jute Networks (www.jutenetworks.in).

Happy Birthday Siya once again and make sure you continue to inspire us. That is surely what is going to keep us going on! Love you !

Happy Birthday Siya and God Bless!

1 comment:

JayEss said...

Awe....That's some way to express.

Cheers to the spirit