I born as the eldest daughter of a Indian family where people still follow lifestyle which is almost 10 years back. With the motivation of my parents (I love you the most) and my family, I was really motivated to always study well. When I passed my 10th with flying colors, that was the first victory. From then on the journey has always been a like race. Got a couple of victories, same time also took failures to my stride, took them as learning and moved on. At the end of it when I am about to turn 30 I realize that this is surely not the best gift I have. We are really not born to run around for materialistic things. Yet they are so very important that we cannot ignore. And then came my daughter Siya in my life. My life took practically a U-turn. I soon realized that whatever I had learned so far will not really help me to be a good mom. My degrees never aught me how to be a mom !!!! I always feared the fact that I might not be able to live up to this role of mine. I went through this kind of a feeling till Siya was in my arms. I guess when God gave me my best gift, he also gave me the ability to handle it well. I really had to not force myself to learn anything, it would just come out. She was a actually a angel in disguise who got out the better person in me. I really apprecaite her innocence and her energy levels and I believe that I have a lot to learn from her than from books, my collegues, etc.
Thanks so much for the best gift ...
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